It is 25
years this February since I learned Reiki (as you probably know already). I had found Reiki treatments comforting following
the sudden death of my father and I loved the feeling of peace of mind it
brought me. I decided to learn Reiki so
that I could offer other people the same feelings. I was taught by Martha Sylvester, one of the
first Reiki masters teaching in the UK. Learning
1st degree class was one of the most special weekends of my life (as many of my
students will have heard me say!).
I have been
re-reading my diary that I wrote at the time.
It is interesting to see what I
thought as a very new first degree student, with the hindsight of so many years
and so much experience in Reiki – including of course many years of initiating
students myself.
I went to the first
part of the Reiki course this evening. I have now received the first initiation
and it felt like a light or joy coming into me from the top of my head. We
actually did our first practice on each other this evening which was good. Martha told us to Reiki ourselves tonight so
I'm sure I will sleep well!”
I remember well the excitement of feeling Reiki in my
own hands for the first time and that this was possible on the first
evening! I had forgotten about the
feeling of “light or joy” in the first initiation, but this is a feeling I’m
very familiar with now when practising Reiki.
In the following extract you may notice that I received
both the second and third initiations on the same day. This was common practice at the time, when
Reiki masters travelled a lot to do classes. Some of you will remember that’s how Alec and
I taught at the beginning too.
Subsequently we were encouraged by Phyllis Furumoto (Lineage Bearer of
Usui Shiki Ryoho) to teach over four days.
I was resistant at first (three days seems more ‘convenient’) but having
tried it I found 4 days better, giving students more time to integrate the
changes that take place during the class.
“Saturday 4th
February
I’ve now received the 2nd
and 3rd initiations and it’s been an amazing day. We learned the head positions, practised
those on each other and in the afternoon learned the positions for the front of
the body, so we all got treated twice by 5 people at once! While I was treating I thought of how much
I’d looked forward to this .... it was not only as good as I’d hoped but an
even more wonderful experience.
I had different
sensations with the other two initiations.
With the second this morning I felt a real warmth rush to my hands. The feeling of the third was more subtle and
hard to describe. Again it was a kind of
joy and opening deep inside.”
I can still remember that rush of heat in my hands
during the initiation and many of my students have described something
similar. I have also heard many Reiki students attempt
to describe the feelings that arise when learning Reiki: it’s often described
it as a feeling of ‘coming home’.
“Saturday 4th February (continued)
At the end of the day Martha taught us the positions for
treating ourselves. Earlier in the day I
realised what a wonderful gift I am giving to myself since I will be able to
use it to heal myself as well as other people.
I’d always thought that First Degree Reiki was only healing on the
physical level, but as I understand it now it works “from the inside out” as
Martha put it, the emotional and spiritual is healed as well.
It’s funny, waiting so
long for the Reiki course I’d almost forgotten what it was. I keep being delighted at what I am now able
to do. I feel my hands becoming hot and
know they can heal and it is wonderful.”
I’m interested to note that we were taught self
treatment and encouraged to use it – and that it was something I intended to
do. How wonderful that I recognised the
gift I had given myself. However what
happened over the next few years was that I became much more focused on giving
than receiving, helping others rather than taking care of myself. As you may know it took a long time for my
self treatment practice to become daily.
I’m always delighted when my students come back and tell me they are
self treating regularly because now I know how beneficial it is!
“Sunday 5th
February
I woke as if from a
nightmare, feeling the new energy trembling in me and at the same time not
frightened by the dream. It was this: I was in a place where there was a house
a bit like my childhood home. Then a
tremendous wind came. It started ripping
tiles off the roof. A man (possibly my father)
was in the house, dodging the falling tiles.
They were smashing onto the ground all around, but although there were
other people there, there didn’t seem to be any risk of anyone really being
hurt. Then, with most of the tiles gone,
the chimneys began to fall and the rest of the roof go. Soon the house was little more than a
roofless shell, the wind still ripping it apart. I
told Martha about it today and conveyed my feeling of it being a cleansing
wind. She said it was perhaps breaking
down old defences. She thought it was
very positive anyway.
Today I received the
fourth and final initiation. I did not
have any very strong sensation this time, was only very aware of what she did,
pressing my head, blowing on me etc. although my hands did get hot again.
So I am now certified
as having achieved First Degree Reiki.
I had a very good
experience with the treatment I gave today.
At the end of it the bloke jumped off the table and said “You’re so
strong!” He’d had really strong
sensations (including fleetingly being in touch with being a kid again!) and
felt my hands very hot in some places.
In others he’d felt emotions about to come out. He was totally bowled over by the experience
and it was wonderful to have such a positive response.”
An interesting dream!
It remains vivid and certainly seems to have been connected with
learning Reiki.
Another thing I remember is that when the certificates
were handed out, there wasn’t one for me!
I had to pluck up the courage to ask for it (I was shyer in those days)
and Martha apologised and said she was sure it was significant. Perhaps it was an early lesson in asking for
what I need!
It’s lovely to read again how much I enjoyed giving that
treatment – I still experience the same joy when helping people with Reiki
treatments, although with many years’ experience I think I’m better at getting
less over-involved now!
Thank you, thank you, thank you: to Alec for introducing
me to Reiki, to Martha for teaching me Reiki and to myself for deciding to
learn!
I’d love to hear your own experiences of learning Reiki. Did you keep a journal at the time too? Did you have any similar experiences?
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